The Art of Metamorphosis

Let a good year begin :)

2012-01-01T04:35:00.001+08:00

Let 2011 be a good year...

2011-12-31T17:00:00.001+08:00

For 2012 will be even better. With faith, hope and belief, I can feel it coming true.

2011 was a really good year for me in many aspect of the word. I finally learnt to be a better person to people who mean the world to me. Things were done for these people that came from the heart and not out of obligation. In addition, I've learnt to prioritise myself over work. Work is still work after all.

I've always set goals for the year ahead but it was never about health. Yes, I've been taking it for granted. I've never been sick in health. Not really one of severity anyway. I'm no longer 18 but 28 in coming year. I can do late nights no more nor stay slim forever. Thankfully, no lines on my face yet but not to say never.

I'm not one to go out of my way to make changes. I believe greatly in paying attention to the least consequential things in life that can potentially be a huge impact. It's the small details that count to me.

This new year, I'm going to listen to my health. It's everything to me. Without it, nothing else matters. I pray for constant good health to those around me.

It's the very last day of 2011, what have you done for yourself? Cheers to doing things differently this coming new year! Have a good one ahead y'all and happy holidays :)

Just saying (becos I can)

2011-11-09T23:33:00.001+08:00

Sometimes you need to hurt one fucking big time to learn what 'better' means.

For I have. And I'll also throw in a kick to the ego. Fuck that. All you need to pull yourself together is lots of believe and hope. Even when there's none.

What a load of energy one must possess to go through a heart ache.

I'm glad I'm all done with that.

Don't forget your friends and family. You really need them for their wisdom or otherwise, company.

Tonight, I realised how lucky I am to be where I'm at. In the loving arms of a man I love. :)

Good guys finish first ♥

2011-07-27T11:40:00.001+08:00

On Dating Good Guys

JUL. 18, 2011

By STEPHANIE GEORGOPULOS

There seems to be this undercurrent of asshole-loving lately; my peers justifying their ill-advised decision to partner with people they believe can and will ‘change.’ I’m all about personal preference, but it seems that while the Nice Guy/Asshole debate rages on, no one has stood up for the Good Guys.

When I was younger (whatever age you are when people actually sign yearbooks), there was this one descriptor that people always included when signing my autograph book or what-have-you. ‘Sweet.’ “Stay sweet, Stephanie,” or “You’re such a sweet girl.” It’s funny; I don’t think anyone has called me ‘sweet’ since I was thirteen, probably – but at the time, it was a recurring theme. I was sweet.

I don’t believe I’m inherently ‘unsweetened’ now, but I’ve developed somewhat of an acerbic tinge. I won’t shy away from expressing my opinion (unless I’ve predetermined that my opponent will likely refer to out-of-context talking points that they picked up from Rush Limbaugh – in that case, I won’t waste my breath). I am a master of dirty looks, the silent treatment, and making apparent when someone’s actions are unacceptable. I can, at times, be a raging bitch.

These two polarizing aspects of my personality (along with many others) coexist peaceably. I try to be thoughtful, I do nice things for other people because I want to, I am genuine when expressing emotion (OMG I know, earnestness, gross!). But I also won’t take your crap, and if you give me enough of it, I will peace out of your life and I will not regret it. Count on that. I am capable of being a warm blanket of golden light, but I’m also capable of being a laser beam that will effing cut you. In other words, I am the nice guy. And I am the asshole. We all are, to some degree.

Which is why, when given the choice, I want to date a Good Guy. I want someone who is a real, flawed human being – someone who, despite those flaws, makes the conscious, ongoing effort to act benevolently toward the people around him. Because there is no such thing as An Asshole and A Nice Guy and if that’s all we can say about these people, what they really are is An Actor. A one-dimensional character whose actions are motivated by the desire to project a controlled, steadfast image to the world.

I do not want to fix someone. I’m too busy working on myself. I wouldn’t want to date someone who isn’t doing the same, who doesn’t see the value in growth. I’m not here to hold someone’s hand while they learn how to grow up. I’m not a pre-school teacher; I’m not a therapist. A man is not an art project to be cut up into little pieces and glued back together. You’re your own fixer-upper, honey; do with that what you will.

I want to be with someone who respects me, someone who I can respect. I do not want to tote around some unruly asshole, a discount handbag that looks impressive on the outside but is really falling apart at the seams. This would be a reflection of my own bad taste and insecurity, dating some mess of a person who doesn’t use the words, ‘Please’ and ‘Thank You,’ someone who has no consideration for other people. I don’t want to introduce that person to my friends, or to my family – who all happen to be Good People who have a low tolerance for assholes.

I don’t want to date someone indifferent to themselves or to me. Is it an oddity that I don’t want to be treated like crap? I do not have time to hopelessly await someone’s phone call; I do not have time to place heaps of unwarranted blame on myself when someone or something seemingly ‘disappears.’ I don’t have the time to jump through hoops to prove that I am worthy of someone’s affections, and even if I did have the time? That’s not how I would spend it.

No, I want a Good Guy – someone who is a good person before I date him, while I date him, and after I date him. Someone who is capable of letting go of whatever Grave Injustices were done to him, who doesn’t blame the world for his misfortunes. Someone who respects himself, who wants to be with someone who will treat him the way he deserves to be treated. Someone who is nice but not a doormat, someone who is confident but not an asshole. Someone who gets to date a Good Person by being one, not by appealing to a girl’s desire to ‘fix’ their self-perpetuated damage.

So, to the ladies who want assholes, keep them. I’ll take the sane, emotionally stable man any day.

http://thoughtcatalog.com/2011/on-dating-good-guys/

Where is Nick.

2011-07-18T01:53:00.001+08:00

My boyfriend went missing quarter past twelve tonight. It was 15 minutes after we said good night and hung up.

His mom had first called me to check if nick was with me. I denied and explained he must be sleeping soundly already.

Anyway in short, nobody knows where our beloved nick went so everybody started to panic. I totally freaked out. My sweet sister consoled me with a myriad of reasonings, mostly not to make me worry. Super grateful for that. I also bothered his friend to check but wasn't given any reply. I almost contemplated calling my best friend to seek advice and consolation but saw from her social media activities that she's offline for more than 2 hours.

I called and called his phone though it's already off so I only got to the operated voicemail.

By this time I was ready to fly to his house to help search for him.

Then I received a call.

"Michelle this is auntie, he's back already. He went to the car to take something."

!!!

So the story of my life is that he parked his car 15 minutes away from his house and he just had to grab the stuff I entrusted in him to bring home ie clothes and rocher egg tarts. All JUST before he slept and AFTER he switched off his phone because it hit him that if the food turn bad and my clothes smell, I'd be pretty darn mad at him.

(Okay at this point I know I need to reflect on myself.)

Anyway he's banned from switching off his phone. Period.

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It's like God is saying 'Look who's freaking out now?'

Summerville

2011-06-06T13:36:00.027+08:00

Hot photos of May:

First week of May: Fort Canning, Shakespeare In The Park: Macbeth

Second week of May: Palais Renaissance, Brunch at PS Cafe

Chicken In A Basket

Green Goddess Goodness

Dinner at Itacho

Third week of May: Stadium Walk, Lunch at Mushroom Pot

Abalone mushroom in thai spicy sauce

Awesome grilled scallops

Spicy beef slices

Awesome chilli

Talking a walkie walk after a heavy meal feels divine!

Weeknight dinner with Vivien: West Plaza, Mayim Restaurant

Chloe the Maltese

In the last week of May: Pacific Plaza, Brunch at Cream Bistro

Dinner at Tuna, a Korean-Japanese style restaurant

Updating my look for May

The beginning of June.

Dinner at Takashimaya, Domani

Pumpkin soup

Ribbons

Assorted seafood anti-pasto

Pescartore

Seabass with spinach and buttered rice

Goody bags

Last day of hot sticky weather in my summer frock

There's always a spot for summer

Hail the pitter patter, low temperature, longer sleeves and cheerful brollies ♥

Summer went but never ends.

A note on love

2011-06-02T11:10:00.001+08:00

Came across this quote which I think describes how I feel towards the one I love.

I confess I don't know much about my boyfriend at all. I think I do. But honestly I don't. At least not fully well. It's fascinating to know about his thoughts on a different day because they do evolve and aren't always the same.

I don't think it's possible to know someone entirely because change is constant. Therefore it fascinates me to find out more about the one I love. Most importantly, not to be complacent. :)

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"We know the least about those we love the most." - Baci chocolate quote

Second Valentine

2011-03-20T13:53:00.007+08:00

I had filming on the eve of Valentine's Day, a Sunday, so I briefly told Nick we didn't have to do anything fancy. In reality, we had a succession of busy celebrations prior such as CNY and our Anniversary, and I was slightly nauseated of celebrations. Liking the idea of a fail proof date yet wanting somewhere special, we went back to Casa Verde at Botanical Gardens.

The starter soup was so delish we had to give it 5 stars!

Dog-tired and void of makeup, I was filming outdoors and went under the scorching sun for the entire day.

Nick's main

Grilled baby chicken for me

In retrospect, I was quite the grouch that day and hardly enjoyed the date. But guess what? The food totally made up for it! And of course, Nick's sweet nature made me feel ashamed of myself so I tried to loosen up and relax into his company. :)

My sweetest Valentine!

A lazy Saturday afternoon @ Aspire

2011-03-20T13:40:00.000+08:00

I've been taking to the pool often at crazy times of the day, like some evenings which explains why I'm not getting any tanner at all.

Such is life to laze away the afternoon with your best friend. Me likey.

Shoots for work and pleasure

2011-02-13T03:50:00.002+08:00

For reasons beyond me, I can't fall into a slumber tonight of all nights. I do so need sleep exasperatingly but when sleep escapes you, you try to find other means of falling back into a lullaby.

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This year in particular, I've had a fair bit of yusheng to toss during Chinese New Year. Don't be surprised that I'm not complaining - I'm actually having a great time doing it.

Here comes some random shoots.

An impromptu corporate shoot for Aspire Concept. Glad it turned out well. :)

Cute artwork drawn by colleague's boyfriend for her department presentation.

Record breaking yusheng tossing.

Fringe activities: Ting Ting Candy Man

I miss these candies for real! It's got a doughy texture. Me likey.

Part of the fringe activity is the Turkish Ice Cream.

My favourite has always been the pistachio (middle). It's been so long since I last had it and it tastes exactly like I remembered it. Awesome.

Saw this retro handset in a magazine and it's now on my to-get list :)

Likewise for this twin USB.

Quirky OMGFacts on Twitter excites me.

Inbetween the docudrama shoot that I'm busy with, I visited a restaurant in City Square for lunch.

Mushroom soup in decorative bowl.

Salad with pasta in wasabi marinated sauce.

The decor deserves attention.

To-die-for chilli crab pasta.

Comes with its sidekick - the lemon slice and tool - can you imagine?

Even the forgettable forest cake deserves A for effort in presentation.

A real throne. Not.

Remember the forgettable forest cake? Well it wasn't satisfying so to kill everyone's Monday blues, we headed straight for real cakes.

Passion fruit meringue at Coffee Bean. My favourite.

Tiramisu - tastes better than it looks.

Warmed up mud pie - think moist center coated in velvety rich dark chocolate!

Morocan mint tea latte - what can possibly go wrong with chocolate and mint? Apparently, nothing.

To add honey to tea, we spotted a pair of fluffy doggles at the docudrama shoot.

Aww! He's 12 years we were told. All the way from France this one.

Black doggle is a lot cuter in real life. Her name literally reflects the colour of her fur. Go figure.

Aww-ness.

Wah Lok Cantonese Restaurant at Carlton Hotel.

Fortune cookie says.

Tung Lok Restaurant at VivoCity.

I know it prolly bores you but I was totally checking out the fancy method they served up yusheng for tossing. I'm not sure of the base sauce but this absolutely rocked our tastebuds.

And there's the one with the family.

Friends who know me well understands my love affair with bubble tea. When something as new as this caught my eye, I fought tooth and nail to have it. That included friendly bantering with the boyfriend.

Verdict? It's chewier! Om nom nom :D

It's not easily available yet but I trust it soon will be, as are all fads.

Five minutes before my BBQ starts, I couldn't resist a bowl of divinity from 85 Bedok North. A long time favourite. :)

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These days, all I'm doing - if any - are yoga and gym. I truly miss outdoor sports.

Of thoughts and food

2011-02-05T12:51:00.016+08:00

As I have loaded every picture to Facebook, I see no reason to repeat it here. It's a painful process uploading photos as I do have massive collections of images.

For a start, I didn't think the year rolled off well at all but if there is a single shred of hope that the new year will be better, I will hold on to it with mighty fervor. As such, I don't see myself holding back much at all this year but to go all out amidst caution in what I deem major aspects of life like love, communication - which in turn includes social, familial and corporate - and health.

Seeing as we tend to break away from our social group as we delve deeper into the next phase of life, I began viewing communication tools with keen eyes. Last year saw a lot of painful transitions and I started relying heavily on online communication to catch up with people who are dear to me. It wasn't nearly sufficient but I realized it was all I had to keep the channels open.

On a different note, I think that as I receive lesser time for myself as a result of growing older and having more responsibilities, I treasure every quality moment I actually own. I guess that sums up my thoughts and feelings for now.

Now, onto pictures, primarily of good feasting ;)

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Baby and hyper Chloe

Haha of all things and names, we found this in an ad!

Lounging in on a weekend.

I wanted to eat Botak Jones' but Nick brought me to another coffeeshop instead to try another version as it's supposed to be famous. It's in Toa Payoh and within walking distance of his place. Read the short write up below the signboard.

Presentation was okay but the golden crisp of the batter got to me.

It was light and crispy but it doesn't beat Botak Jones' I gotta admit - I much prefer the cajun spices on the fries at Botak Jones'. The coleslaw tasted exactly the same as Botak Jones' so no surprises there.

The uncle insisted we sprinkle with heavy hands of the malt vinegar he brought along. Not that he had to even try asking. ;)

Ginger tea with milk at a small tea house in Toa Payoh Central.

I ordered Chicken Chop and was surprised by this version - which they claimed was how they do it. It's pretty bad so I won't be revisiting.

Sweet and sour fish - bad.

Emocube up and running at The Cathay. It has since relocated to The National Library outside the plaza.

Fish pasta with penne at Coffee Club

Double boiled chicken soup - very good.

Spicy lamb herbed and served with pita and fries - good even though I waited quite a while for this.

Cherries and grapes for dinner one weekday after work cos I wasn't feeling like much else.

Unforgettable Ebi Miso Ramen at Bishamon ever since the first time I tried it at lunch with Ericia at Raffles City (note: that outlet has closed) - they opened an express outlet in Bugis B1. I actually prefer miso soup base than any other soup bases for its savoury yet light texture.

So one night after waiting out for Nick to end his Personal Training session with a client, I persuaded him to bring me to Geylang for dinner at Wan Dou Sek.
Char siew chee cheong fun

Deep fried chicken wrapped in paper

Golden mushroom wrapped with - get this - boiled beef. It's the worst dish I've ever had - the texture of the beef is powdery and disintegrates rather than melts in your mouth. I stopped after one bite.

And people, this is what I came here for :D FYI, Ericia recommended this to me and I've never looked back - Pumpkin soup with crab meat.

Playback making-of videos of every imaginable dim sum item while patrons feast on just makes one wants to order more. I swear it happened to me. Heh!

Marche's

I love the creamy pastas at Marche's - another one of my cravings - and the cheese ravioli I had was good! Love the cherry tomatoes toppings which you help yourself to and gorge all you want.

Beef la mian at Asian Kitchen - good stuff.

Veggie wanton la mian

Pan fried pork dumpling

Homemade delicacy - baked whole chicken with russet potatoes - by my lil sis.

It was a fullon rainy Sunday after a docudrama shoot. I craved for a piping hot bowl of good ramen and we settled at Ramen Play for the first time at NEX.

Spicy tonkatsu ramen - the soup base didn't deliver but the noodles I like!

Shoyu ramen

Yakitori chicken with leeks

The young lily has bloomed.

I think it's bloomed too much, it now looks like the shape of a bowl.

Happy Prosperous New Year, y'all! :)

Chicken soup for the cold weather

2011-01-30T12:50:00.004+08:00

This is my blessing from Nick's momsy supposedly for blood circulation during that time of the month. Very yummy stuff if one loves the aroma of herbal soup! Cold weather makes one crave for home cooked tonic soups like such. I haven't been to Nick's in ages due to the superstition people have of mourning ie it's considered bad luck to step into people's houses especially during the auspicious festive of Chinese New Year. I don't believe it but this is my way of showing respect for others who are celebrating the festive. So, Nick had to scoot it over in bubble wrap. :)

Thank you dear!

And so we turn One :)

2011-01-30T02:47:00.000+08:00

Our first anniversary was nothing short of amazing.

I tried to explain how much I love you...

"I've never love someone so so much before. I used to think I have loved, until I met you...then I realized, no, I've never understood love before today. What I'm saying is, I don't want to lose you. That is how much I love you and the reason for my change."

I have change somehow, for the better I think. It's not easy but you give me hope and reason to go on day after day no matter the season.

To be honest, I'm not really interested to make it work. I'm interested to make it last. Today, you'd have realized I've settled in for the long haul.

You are simply amazing and that is why I love you.

Once again, happy first anniversary babydear.

Love,
Michelle

Grandfather Stories

2011-01-13T16:30:00.005+08:00

I am mentally unprepared to deal with all of these. All I have now is sadness beneath this phony facade. I might as well come out right now to say I am so sentimental my soul is a hundred years old. Truth is, I don't take to departures so well yet I have recently shared and even written about it boldly.

I'd like to share a little nugget that makes me smile in reminiscence. Do you know who's the funny one in my extended family? Not that cousin who went to drama classes or the auntie with hilarious story-telling talent. It was my very dear Grand dad. He was a jolly character, the real funny one, before Dementia stole his dear humour and slowly controlled his soul. Though slight in build with thin limbs, he was big on humour. What I fondly remembered most about him pre-Dementia was his rambunctious laughter. I am beginning to miss that. I was planning to introduce my partner to him this CNY.

My last moment with him was never had. Except this morning's tale which I leaked online through a tweet status.

I had interrupted sleep when a thin palm stroked the back of my head during the hour before day breaks. In my semi slumber, I considered jumping out of bed. Oddly, there was no fear whatsoever in my heart. "Not possible", I thought. Yet, I felt unusually comforted. So, I prayed for it to stop and fell back asleep when it did. In the morning when the last alarm went off, I decided I had a peculiar dream. Of course, I still felt uneasy but there were more pressing things on my mind.

Could that guardian angel be my Grand dad?

The only way I know to work through my emotions was to pack. I would pack anything in my sight and only care to rest upon complete exhaustion.

It's my therapy.

Now you know.

The pretty nice stuff in retrospect

2011-01-11T08:27:00.000+08:00

For a day, my account was hacked and blogs mysteriously disappeared. Mega thanks to Sheena's panic alert, I managed to restore everything to its former glory. Thank God for security system and dear Sheena's urgent notification that I couldn't ignore.

Couldn't say the events of 2011 has fully sunk in for me. Everything is still as it was. And workload gets heavier after the integration of every campaign. I hate to be the last to leave the office every night. It's not my resolution for the year! Every work rat sure has its day. Twenty-four hours to get things done, and still be semi sane the next day. What an art.

On the home front, I just acquired a
fancy new bed that I've saved up for and am refurbishing parts of the house. I have bundled up mountains of unwanted shoes and clothes to make space for new ones. It's super freaking therapeutic and zen like to describe the least.

Most recently, I'm starting to eat healthily again thanks to the boyfriend's coerced influence. More greens, sans fried fatty bits. Though he'll surely beg to differ when I'm still stuffing my face with sugar treats! I've not paid my dues for all the indulgent feasts to either take to the gym or hit the road for a run. I'm frequently either preoccupied with work or downright exhausted from it. Whatever distance I cover from walking, my glutes, calves and thigh begin to hurt. In short, I'm in morbid danger of becoming a sloth. So I took up lunch time yoga with a colleague. Great decision. Boy, it was all that I needed really.

Mentally, I feel pretty good about myself - a state of equilibrium from being surrounded by great friends, a loving family, amazing colleagues and a perfect boyfriend who doesn't overindulge your odd whims and fancies.

The social circle I am close with are still the same people from my younger days. Many of us has made serious plans to get into long distance relationship or to create a family unit. Some, like me, has made commitments to The One - for me, this part is the most amazing process.

30 minutes into penning this, I realized the need to self dedicate this post as a back patting morale booster. Personally, I felt I had made the most out of what was given and turn it into something I'd be proud to add to the list in years to come.

In my life, I've met many great people and some mean ones. Some of them weaved gold thread in the fabric of my life and some weaved burlap. Yet, all of these people added colours to my years making it possible to share interesting stories on and offline. I am deeply humbled and grateful for all the kind support and wise words bestowed by friends and people from all walks of life.

For the most part, I've been very guilty of social neglection, extremely selfish in my pursuit of perfection, uninterested in charitable matters and the unglamourous list goes on. I'm probably not going to change much over the next few years. What truly touches me is having people still love me for me.

What exactly am I known for?

Maybe the tough tenacity to bounce back to form again and again.

And yes, a sucker for sentimental thoughts and thus this post. :)

More importantly, this post is for you my dearest faithful friends and gorgeous boyfriend. :)

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Such a good feeling to let it out! Basically, this entry has evolved from a form of destress to one of faith, optimism and love. Thanks for making me feel better through your lasting friendship and support. Quite possibly, a little bit of tough love as well. :)

A Tribute to Closing 2010: In loving memory of...

2010-12-29T20:20:00.009+08:00

As the year is closing in a couple more days, I half wished for this year to be over soonest possible so that I can embrace the next one. Don't misquote me, it has been a wonderful year. I met Mr. Perfect during the point of time when I was so convinced perfect was an evasive term. Perhaps to recap, I was once at the singularly most traumatic period of my entire life put together. But hey, I now understood why it was so. I've never felt stronger and more hopeful than now.

2010 is quite something. There were hits and misses in equal units. I have gained and lost someone close to my heart.

There will never be a golden time to let someone know how much you love and respect them so this year was a great reminder. I am done grieving. It's too painful. Since that decision was casted, I chose to celebrate the full life he had led.

And just because I am feeling extra morbid tonight, I wish my loved ones would celebrate my life when the time comes. It'd hurt to know anyone is grieving.

Ever a great man, always a great uncle. Of all the wonderful memories you have left behind, you have touched my life as you have others. I have learned to embrace life as you have. You will always be missed, Uncle Ben.

Happy Boxing Day

2010-12-26T19:29:00.001+08:00

Nothing beats having an old school meal with your family on Boxing Day ♥

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For Christmas, I bought a Crumbler bag for Nick :) Hope he adores it!

On the eve of Christmas

2010-12-26T11:56:00.008+08:00

It was half day at work but really, who would be in the right mood of working on Christmas Eve?

The Marketing Division had other plans to party and make merry till the clock struck noon.

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When night fell, Nick brought me to a quaint Italian place, Casa Verde, at Botanical Gardens. Casa Verde means 'Green House' in Italian and is part of the Les Amis Group. Apart from the ambientic lush greenery, the food was excellent!

The minestrone was heavenly, tasty and full of flavour.

Pizza with ham and mushroom with a layer of mozzarella cheese on thin crust was superb.

3 pieces of spiced up succulent Jumbo prawns cost less than the infamous Newton Hawker charges. They were so good I had them all by myself! :P

*makes a classy burp*

Homemade tiramisu was light and the base was a lil runny, which was perfect.

The ambience was serene and there were lots of greenery to look at.

Hardworking chefs.

Then Christmas kicked in at KPO :)

This year, I have lots of thanks to give, for all the blessings I have received. From the bottom of my heart, thank you to all who have been a major part of my life.

Something decent

2010-12-23T20:49:00.008+08:00

I haven't loaded such high resolution pictures in a long while. This is the first time in a while I actually sat down and wait. Why wait? Loading these pictures from my computer made me realized how long it took to load those photos in the past. These days the only photos I upload on this blog are on-the-go from my iPhone.

I'm so happy this camera has the soft skin function which is to die for!

More good quality photos that pleases the eye...

One of the installation I'm working on currently is a huge floating jukebox that lights up and changes colours. It's called Emocube. Be sure to catch it at The Cathay, Level 1 from 30 December onwards.

Looking mighty stunning

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Ramen cravings.

Guess who went for the spicy kill? :)

With flash, oops.

Without, :) (Soft skin mode-on alert)

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We did something fun at work today! We decorated our marketing head's cube to surprise her when she's back from her leave tomorrow. Actually, we were hoping to win at least an individual best decorated cube award. Haha.

Frosted up the panels outside my cubby hole - I'm one of those last minute decorator that tries too hard to fit into the festive mood. Though I really like my 3D-looking snowman.

My marketing head's desk looks like a picnic house now. Oh boy, she'd be so proud. Haha.

Our Happiness billboard is ever changing.

The babes and I, with our "campaign vices" mocking it up!

I'm holding a cookie jar cos my so-called vice is binge (drinking).

Tomorrow is THE DAY.

Have a Merry Christmas one and all!

What I want for Christmas is You

2010-12-23T19:07:00.005+08:00

It's been the norm lately. I've-been-so-busy-I-hardly-had-time-to-update-this-space.

See below for reference to what I've been up to lately...

Shoe shopping with colleagues. I copped two gorgeous pairs from Nine West, one nude and one black with sexy details.

Rudolf took on a new form this year, with antennae and a bulbous red nose.

At House, Dempsey, with my department babes in Military theme.

At Zoukout, with Ying.

At boyfriend's place with a very drowsy patient, after his hand surgery.

I didn't expect it to be this huge.

1 week later when the dressing's downsized.

At Pasta De Waraku, with the SIMmies and organized by Cat Cat!

With Cat!

Drawing lots.

Sandy got my gorgeous white Parker pen!

Ziyang waiting for his turn to draw a lot.

A few ironies were exchanged such as petite Cat with 'Go Large' mug...

And injured boyfriend with a hand massager!

Nick and I somehow managed to receive randomly similar presents. His from Gideon and mine's from Vivien.

Gideon giggling.

Gideon's automatic-handsoap-dispenser gift is the envy of many. Practicality wins. Trust Ziyang to come up with this brilliant idea!

This came in the mail today! From Essy in Edinburg. Love! I was touched by the effort, love and sweet notes.

And what I really want for Christmas is you... An exciting compact camera that works like a DSLR, in sweet lavender.

From my sweet and lovely boyfriend. :)

I believe it's the season of giving. Just don't forget to share the love! ♥

See you in 2011!

A season to be merry

2010-12-07T08:57:00.000+08:00

Work was soul consuming but I survived. This month is the time to be cheery and giving. I love my journey thus far. It's been decadent and meaningful. Thank you all who has been a part of it.

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Till next year! :)

Baby shower and Harry Potter

2010-11-19T08:04:00.000+08:00

Nick's cousin threw a baby shower last weekend and we were invited.

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True to its book, Harry Potter's Deathly Hallow re-enacted every bit of details and had me longing for the second parter already.

Who says you can't weave in original details when you turn a book into a movie? Learn something from it, Eat Pray Love.

The long weekend makes me TICK

2010-11-08T08:03:00.000+08:00

A productive long weekend.

Unfortunately, I took a vaccination on Saturday and fell sick on Sunday. It was all I needed to propel the long-fatigued body into a well deserved rest.

Can't help smiling when I see this photo of Katt and JR. :)

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Meeting deadlines on Monday is solemn. On the bright side, I know this will pass in a flash. Tuesday just come already!

Up to something

2010-11-01T08:24:00.000+08:00

In chronological order, if you will.

Nothing much. Just Nick and I soaking up the usual weekend nolmacy. :)

Life is pretty nice.

I yielded to another hair change

2010-10-10T09:45:00.000+08:00

Boyfriend and stylist agrees in unison; ram rod straight hair is not my style.

Well at least black suits me :) Yay!

360 degrees change

2010-09-28T08:08:00.000+08:00

I wasn't spared by Nick for skipping lunch. I've done that a few days straight. The workload isn't forgiving. I've learnt that by staying in and completing work, I'll have an easier time later on.

Anyway we caught Love Cuts over the weekend cos I had two complimentary passes. Due to the initial established hype amongst my co-workers, I didn't tear much throughout contrary to most of them. As it's based on Mammogram and Breast Cancer, I was surprised to find out towards the credit roll that 90% of women diagnosed never had any family history. It was a shocking revelation. My jaw hung.

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Then we went shopping.

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We did a photoshoot over the weekend. Will wait to see the final product.

Boyfriend's protruding sexy butt. Haha.

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I was really grouchy throughout the weekend particularly at Nick. He was relentlessly patient and sweet. Aimee once quipped that she's glad I'm with someone who doesn't spoil me. I guess she was right. When we do squabble, it's like watching a ball game. Nick termed my quarrelsome style as offensive whereas he's always defensive.

That totally cracked me up and we ceased fire.

There's something about Nick that's irresistably charming :) I can't help but grow to love him more each day.

Birthdays

2010-09-28T00:05:00.000+08:00

Attended Lawrence's 28th Bash with no pictures to prove. Why you ask. Perhaps I was more entertained with watching the man get smashed by working through glasses of potent cocktail mix.

Poor Law looked divinely happy though he assured me he wasn't even remotely having fun.

And so we witnessed the turning of his age just like that.

At first I was worried he wouldn't even remember I was there after having hollered loudly that I didn't bring Nick as I couldn't cos the boyfriend had Personal Training with his client.

It was fun catching up with people I met through Law. :)

That was Friday.

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The following day, we went out to celebrate Cat's 25. I brought my friends to Eight Cafe, a supposedly charming lil establishment off Chinatown area. I thought it exudes a quaint nightlife vibe as I've been there for lunch once. No pictures were taken as the lighting was really bad.

After dinner, we strolled to Club Street. Or rather, we packed ourselves into Cat's Subaru whilst Terence took a stroll literally.

We decided quickly when we spied on a cafe serving cakes and lattes.

Their service in comparison to our measly dinner was so much more hospitable. I ordered their signature Tiramisu and requested for candle. The service boys took ownership and presented more than what we asked for :)

I hope we made one Cat happy that night :)

The sanguine long weekend

2010-09-13T21:15:00.002+08:00

It just wasn't enough.

Caught up with Ying and Daffy over the weekend for brunch. :) Ying wanted to do Inagiku at Fairmount Hotel for her birthday so we went. I mean, we finally went. It was a long time ago that Ying wanted to take us there for a meal. Two years has whizzed by since then.

My lunch set was of the much raved about succulent prawns with heavenly golden sauce by dearest Ying, accompanied with fragrant garlic rice, and a ever tender medium rare slab of Australian beef.

We all had happy updates to share around the table but Ying had the most joyous news of all. She was positively beaming when she announced about her water baptism next Sunday which Daffy and I had already made plans to witness our best friend's finest moment. :)

The following evening was spent celebrating Nick's dad's birthday at the family-oriented Sangokai Japanese Restaurant along Upper Thomson Rd.

Freshness oozed from the palate.

Tried their signature Curry Cheese Baked Udon and I sincerely love it so much!

With my cute-as-a-button gorgeous in pink boyfriend.

If only the weekend was a lil bit longer. How I missed it already.

Hope you guys had a splendid week too!

Awake

2010-09-03T01:42:00.000+08:00

Sleep escapes me tonight so here I am.

My lower limbs are burning insanely with itch. Thinking of what to wear tomorrow. Where the annoying crap is the mossie? It's pushing 2am and my meeting starts at 9.30. Why am I not asleep yet? I miss my friends. Must pencil in brunch or dinner with friends. I feel I should return to salsa soon. I've a million and two things to do tomorrow. I need coffee, tomorrow morning. I have to order my mooncakes. Get another red cardigan or jacket. Quit scratching the swollen damn legs. Sighs. I need to sleep. TGIF.

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Just some premature thoughts running through my mind in dribs and drabs.

Tomorrow sounds crazy. G'night anyway and have a super weekend! :)

The benefits of a doubt

2010-08-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

You can't help but be drawn back to a certain sermon on forgiveness.

You couldn't do it.

Anger masks everything. You realized the surest way to be respectful is to give others the benefit of the doubt.

But now the joke's on you. And you feel like you don't wanna say anything anymore.

A light of optimism flashes upon you, telling you to be positive. You realized you won't be down for long.

Riders & The Underwater World

2010-08-26T07:53:00.000+08:00

We celebrated our six months together circa end of last month. It was also the end of his finals so it was some sort of double celebration.

We had...

Eggs benedict at Riders Cafe.

He ordered the Wagyu burger which was gastronomic. Yums!

The cable car ride was part of the proposal I wanted to do with him.

Nick asked, "Afraid of heights?" I replied no. There was something telling about his question.

The destination was to visit the aquarium. I had fond childhood memories there as a kid with my family and really wanted to revisit it with someone I love dearly. Nick was gamed without hesitation.

There are many qualities I admire my boyfriend for and two of them are his patience of gold and passion for things he love and believe in.

Here's to many more adventures together! :)

Thank you and I love you.

By God's Grace

2010-08-25T13:30:00.000+08:00

I've been radiating happiness lately. It's not gonna be another sappy post I assure you.

I credit my glowing joy to a couple of things. One of which is work. The others you could probably take a blind guess.

Each milestone in my rather gingerly polished life, I've always wanted to associate it with a change to imply I've taken that extra step further.

I'm quite boring. I definitely don't want a tattoo or piercing for vanity reasons. Besides, its a lofty permanent change which I'm not so keen on. So, I'd change my hairstyle.

My hair is soon extending beyond my waist and I'm excited. The only other time was when I was 6 or 7 years old because once upon a time, Mom likes her girls better that way.

I've grown so attached to my length that I think the Michelle who never thought twice about having it cropped short is officially poring over a mundane decision.

Exciting, really.

One Altitude

2010-08-25T08:01:00.000+08:00

Did I tell you I love heights? I love the liberation and exhilaration that it gives. Given, it's slightly scary and not at all the same if someone challenges you to it. Though it does add to the thrill in a mental sort of way.

My yearning came true when Gaston and gang brought us to the highest building yet in SIN.

He said we could see the whole of SIN and I was like this breathless lil girl who couldn't wait.

And he was right!

When we were two levels below the said heights, Nick and friends took a shot.

The fried wings with a spicy kick was a fave.

So was this lamb stew.

Pity the crowd was tame. It was a great night nonetheless. :)

Old is gold is sentiments

2010-08-24T08:33:00.000+08:00

Since we left school almost a decade ago, we haven't been in touch a lot. But seeing them again reminded me of how things have progressed yet bits of our old self undeniably still remain.

I had missed them very much at some point in time.

Vinz HPY and my dear Winoa, they will always be. :)

It was a wonderful catch up. We've got to do it again! ;)

Hot Tomato & Step Up 3D weekend

2010-08-23T19:13:00.001+08:00

Not getting used to sleeping late these days. Often times I'm zonked out. Okay so it's only this weekend and there wasn't any particular event that triggered this. I'm just saying my body is acclimatizing better than I expected to sleeping early.

But today was just mentally draining. I was quite tempted to call it quits after lunch and go home to hibernate.

The weekend was good. Did nothing too fancy but it was lovely! Spent time catching up with Claris dear who just returned from a Hongkong vacation. I thought she look ravishingly radiant! :)

Been a long time since we took so many pics. We settled at Hot Tomato, a quaint Cafe and Grill located at the basement of 313@Somerset building.

Seafood combo platter delighted yours truly with its garlic-infused pasta and succulent grilled salmon and dory fillet with two pieces of mussel.

Claris' lobster cappellini was decent enough too.

I've been looking at skinny linen scarves for a while now. I requested for Claris to get me one from H&M and she found it...

Picture on boyfriend is for illustration purpose. ;)

Aww doesn't he look cute? Anyways! Cia got me another scarf from H&M in Germany while vacationing there. Missed her to bits!

It was a really chill weekend through very bleary eyes. We collected my altered dresses from Doc John @ Lucky Plaza, tried different foods at my newly raved haunt and bought Book-Of-The-Moment i.e. Eat.Pray.Love by Elizabeth Gilbert.

Dinner was Curry Noodles @ Old Town. I loved it.

But baby's Javanese Noodles is better! It tastes exactly like mee rebus with a kick.

Whilst having brunch the following day, I saw Ying! What a happy surprise :) Promised to catch up soon.

Mocha Irish Cream @ Jones The Grocer was too sweet for boyfriend's liking but I loved its richness. It came with a crunchy stick of chocolate biscuit.

Coconut pancake was a letdown and I had less than a third of a piece before Nick offered to swap his dish with me :)

Loved Nick's eggy dish.

Nomming baby.

Hanging out with Nick has opened me to many possibilities and his presence has enriched my life. We always debate. Most times, he doesn't let me score without a challenge.

Only yesterday we had another interesting debate of crépe. Food definitely tastes better with him around.

By the way, Step Up 3D was awesome. I haven't enjoyed watching 3D movies since Avatar. It's a great movie worth your bucks.

Met up with Winoa and Vinz last week and had the most refreshing and hearty conversation I've had in a while. :) Old friends are gold, they say. How true. :)

Hope you had a super weekend too! :)

A case of robbery and logic

2010-08-13T23:14:00.000+08:00

A recent snatch thief news reported in my residence caught the boyfriend's eager eyes.

Anyway, I was heading home on my own after hanging out at Nick's today and insisted he sends me no further than prior to the traffic junction since the poor boyfriend got to burn Saturday working again. Thus I requested he sleep first.

He uttered, "I still need to wait for you to get home first."

"Oh cos' of the robbery? If I'm really robbed there's nothing you can do about it.", I shrugged conscious of the truth behind my statement.

He simply stated "I can call police."

I just laughed.

What a cool boyfriend I thought.

Lovelove! To the man I adore

Superficial loverman

2010-08-05T22:55:00.000+08:00

Well at least he admits it, I thought.

A typical demand such as "Please don't put on weight" or "Dont cut too short" on the topic of hair, was quasi-drilled into my head.

Each time I'd call him superficial - believe me his skin is sickeningly thick - he would laugh and generously acknowledge said feedback like I'm heaping praises.

I wasn't getting used to it at first but he turned out to be quite funny sometimes. He makes me laugh even when there's nothing worthy to laugh about. He's the least egoistical guy I've ever been with, or known and he's not one who sugar coat his words. There were unsummarized times I struggled to make up my mind whether I truly love this side to him. I guess it's a yes for now.

I've been in a few relationships myself but none of them are as volatile as ours. I was used to being pampered like a princess, shy to say. I was constantly reminded I was perfect (not that I believed it anyway).

Nick pampers me in his own way. I don't often get my way, he makes sure of that, yet he's thorough in supplying his undivided attention when I needed it. Sometimes, at the expense of sleep sacrifices. He needs his sleep more than anyone I know.

I am not the easiest person to fall in love with simply because I'm known to be highly opinionated and fiercely gung-ho around friends. Asian men loves docility. I happen to be opposite bearings.

The cryptic in me took a while to semi-open and warm up. Being defensive for the longest time, it took a significant soul and right timing to drop my guards. Well, God bless his kindred soul. :)

Funny how a few wrong moves could make a right turn somehow.

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Thus I followed my brain and the heart chose. It is still the best decision I've ever constructed. :)

The mid week happenings

2010-08-05T08:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was the last of my rest days before my new job resumes this very morning.

It was productive and well spent despite having to travel far to meet Aimee for gym, and settling our 'stocks' at Ponggol after.

I was very inspired to write this last night but exhaustion got the better of me.

I feel awesome every single day loving someone who absolutely deserves my effort, attention and affection. I guess it's sappy but I'm very happy to say it's a love that grows exponentially.

Dreamy sighs.

Painful weekend

2010-07-19T10:41:00.002+08:00

Did some work over the weekend whilst Nick studied for his impending exam.

Finished my work way before baby's and me being me, had better things to do than to just laze there waiting for action to happen.

So I designed my temporary workstation. I inked a spot of tattoo to claim my own (divine spot). I'm kiddish at heart. I know.

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Sunday ended with me bent over in (back)pain. I wanted to cry out in anguish but I managed a sharp wince. Nick massaged my back (thanks baby!) and the pain ceased only to haunt me later at night.

Not one to dwell on one's misery except when it's eerily familiar. Like I knew it was going to happen regardless.

Anyway, I'll never take my back for granted again. It actually really hurt.

Hence, the feelings of edginess on a Monday.

Perk-me-ups

2010-07-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

A weekend getaway ought to be given some due attention soon.

I am dying to put this horizon beyond me for a good X days.

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Off to manicure and singing for a lil recharge!

Five amazing months old

2010-06-30T23:01:00.000+08:00

Unbelievable? Believe it.

With personalities as distinct as night versus day, every moment spent together is a blessing. I've never felt more secure in my life. I've never felt more loved nor have I love with such valid intensity.

Things may have happened for a reason in every encounter, success or opportunity, though persistence surely must have prevailed in ours. :)

I refuse to hold on too tightly to a love so pure. Good things are meant to last a lifetime... Like the bittersweet memories created in our lives are eternally etched in our minds.

For a guy so unique and precious to me, I guess I'll never stop my loving even as those brown luscious hair turns gray.

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On some quiet days, I grin in retrospect at the three single best friends who are merrily in love now. :)

Missing Michelle II

2010-06-29T18:49:00.001+08:00

I've tried to turn up at many places at the same time and played many different roles to my loved ones. Productive much?

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Shokudo-ed to satisfy my incessant craving. :)

Went for a sleep study with Nickybaby.

Maxwell-ed to satisfy my other cravings. And caught up well with Mandababy. :)

Made Nick do silly and spontaneous things for entertainment.

Eased into the phase of flats again. New acquisition from Steve Madden.

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I'm just settling into my new working environment. "God never make mistakes", I heard my baby quip. :)

This photolog is also dedicated to the BFF who complains of this outdated space.

The source

2010-06-29T08:15:00.000+08:00

I was sifting through some stationeries in the drawer last night and stumbled upon the red box.

It was a forgotten piece. I remember it used to contain old passport photos and stamps. I lifted the lid and let out a small gasp.

I held some of the old photos in my hand and admired them.

It was so obsolete. I travelled through time.

A knowing smile escaped my lips.

The source of my past happiness and sadness, all in a little red parcel.

Life's little ironies seems to make life itself more beautiful.

Missing Michelle I

2010-06-29T00:17:00.002+08:00

Much has been happening since I left Sky.

Too many updates, such little time.

It's been a well-spent month and many more could be said about me, my life and everything nice.

Spent several sporty and fun-filled weekend with Missy Aimee :)

Work was a huge learning curve and kept me busy but sane.

I missed my ex-coworkers much!

Celebrated beloved Fel's birthday in her cube cos we had back-to-back meetings. :)

Dined with lovable Katt and Qi. Nick was guest appearance. :)

MMS catch up session. :)

Doraemon shopping with Cia.

Dinner with family after swimming.

A brands every morning. Nick restocked the stash for me. :)

Entertainment on Google Reader each morning.

Ma Maison-ed. Had escargot, beef straganov and hamburger beef steak with Nick on a dinner date.

Fed Nick's craving for traditional double-boiled Chinese dessert :)

Ate lunch alone. T'was my last delicious meal at HPB which Brenda highly raved about. :)

Sunday brunched with Sheena darling and Jackson at Keppel Bay. The eggs benedict is to-kill-for!

Our not-so-usual-anymore Fridays together.

Hung out at Nick's place. A lot. He fetches me food and permits me to eat anything on his bed. What an awesome boyfriend! :D Also, was almost murdered by the Tan's baby girl, Chloe's razor sharp nails.

Dinner for four

2010-05-31T08:27:00.000+08:00

Sheena and Jackson played the gracious hosts to Nick and I for dinner last night :)

It's been exactly one year ago that Sheena whipped up something in the kitchen (for me might I add with glee). I love homemade Sheena affairs!

The long weekend ended on a domestic and sweet note. :) Loved the food and wished we had brought an emptier stomach! Nick loved the braised chicken and had one too many. Haha. It was a special request when Sheena was "taking orders". The sambal prawns were prepped for our (me and prolly hers) spicy likes.

Manda and Mervyn would have been there if they could.

T'was a relaxing and simple weekend for us. Hope you guys had fun over the weekend! Love you all :) *gathers group hug*

An act of love

2010-05-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

Caught in a rather awkward situation, something sweet slipped out of N's trap.

"You know I'll always protect you right?"

Now I do. :)

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Thanks cia. Having faith works wonders.

My Twenty Six - Pre, In & Post (sorta)

2010-05-07T09:15:00.002+08:00

Ying dear brought me to sample Peranakan-Thai vegetarian fusion at White Earth, a lone restaurant along Peck Seah Street. We unanimously wore the same coloured garb on our girlie night out! Hahaha. Rare to find someone who wears bright colours as me. :)

Food was served in moderate proportions for two and considerably expensive for vegetarian food.

The highlight was of course, catching up and in reminiscent of our decadent friendship of good food and sinful nightcaps many times over, we headed to Timbre @ Arts House.

Crazy warmish weather didn't dampen our moods one bit!

T'was brunch the next day with Katt and Qi at Wild Honey.

We ordered Tunisian, European and English between the three of us.

My first day of work was seen around the Central Business District as we prod and trottered with our Cockle suited buddies in a Guerrilla Stunt.

Dinner date on a Saturday night with N was had at Outback Steakhouse. I missed the food there.

Chicago Musical the following day with N. T'was a thoroughly marvellous 2.5 hours show. While I enjoyed and came to love Roxie Hart's cutesy character, N loved Velma Kelly's role which oozes personality. :)

Modelling new red bag courtesy of N :) He created a touching slideshow for my birthday. Nothing beats a heartfelt homemade presentation. I loved it so much I watched it every chance I got.

Met Row and Rox darlings last Friday. They presented makeup products and ironically, a video clip chronicling 8 years (WOW!) of our amazing kinship. Happiness was all mine.

These darlings never fails to surprise me.

We indulged in orgasmic tiramisu...

Ying and Daffy met me for brunch at Wild Honey (I've been hanging out at this place for consecutive 3 weekends in a month. It's that good!).

I spotted a chunky black ring and Ying bought it for me as a personal gift on top of vouchers I requested for at the legitimate Haivainas store.

The Belgium waffles set is to die for.

Daffy's Mexican wraps are equally good.

Beloved Daffy...

And my beautiful Ying :):):)

Glorious brunch after an almost 1 hour wait.

Happy girl with her Juice Pack! Thank you cia, cat, oya and katt :) It's a brilliant gift for a heavy iPhone user! You guys totally read my mind :)

I whispered a prayer of thanks for every wishes I got. All the riches in the world cannot buy the friendship and kinship I shared in this lifetime with some of the longest standing loved ones in my life. I am very honoured to have all these blessings from people whom I grow up amongst and will grow old with.

Thank you so so much for making my birthday one to remember year after year.

I love you all.

Cheeky love

2010-05-07T08:55:00.000+08:00

Another quote from the vineyard,

Me: Tell me one thing you never would have told me otherwise.

N: Our picture is set as the wallpaper at work.

Happy sighs. I love this man-boy. :)

Sometimes you just don't wanna be alone

2010-04-22T08:20:00.000+08:00

Yet, sometimes you just...have to.

It's the way of life.

Weekend's coming! Stay sane y'all! :)

Summer daisies ♥

2010-04-17T00:25:00.004+08:00

Haven't done a photo-log in ages. There were fleeting thoughts of putting together a video or a slide show but alas it's too much work. I love the tranquility of a still photo rather than the interactivity of a clip. This trip is commemorated with lots of pictures. I loved every single one of them.

First thing first, Bintan wasn't as rustic as I thought. For the 3 days that we were there, I didn't felt like I was out of town. It was the most relaxing holiday in a long time. Helped that I was with the love of my life. :)

In fact, I chanced upon the deal on www.takemetotravel.com when I was researching on a fuss-free getaway to Genting Highland and boy am I glad I didn't look back since!

We had an upgrade to a Floral Suite. It was in perfect condition and nothing funny or unacceptable turned up contrary to the negative reviews I read online. It was perfectly secluded and we had a private sundeck overlooking a magnificent sea/pool view, a jacuzzi fronted only by the sheath of a glass panel behind the sundeck (which we converted to a bubble bath) and lots of walking spaces. Everything is so airy and serene, it's almost hard to believe you are not in an exquisite part of Singapore.

Also, I enjoyed watching the boyfriend interact with the locals and getting them engaged in a mish mash of languages. It is a silent joy knowing there is someone around to deal with things, to take care of you.

Day 1: I was amazed when I stepped on board the ferry because, believe me or not, it is the cleanest ferry I've taken.

Mid-way through the ferry.

Holiday mood kicking in.

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Bintan Islands.

I loved this photo cos it reminded me of how well I slept for 3 days on this amazing king sized poster bed. :)

The dressing room.

Leg of our pretty poster bed.Cable channels and singapore channels were screening.

N dolling up.

This is the most beautiful part of the suite methinks.

Enroute to Pasar Oleh Oleh about 15 minutes away by car.

First stop over - Aura Spa.

We spent 2 hours each in bliss...

Dinner was had opposite the spa parlour.

A very famished woman waiting for dinner.

Truth be told, the food fare was by Singaporean standard. T'was good cos we were hungry.

Sweet & Sour Fish.

Cereal prawn.

Day 2: It rained! We had to cancel snorkeling. :(

Waiting for N to wash up for buffet breakfast at Kopi-O . (which is complimentary)

Lounging around.

All ready to go.

The popular omelette's station at Kopi-O manned by a very upbeat lady.

The ingredients. Lets see: Clockwise from Left - Bacons, Cheese, Onions, Tomatoes, Button Mushroom.

Ours! We ordered Mushroom-Tomato-Cheese combi! I requested for more mushroom. Tomato was boyfriend's idea.

The American Fare. Yummos!
There were other cuisines around but I really liked the American food. Besides this, there was also Japanese, English and Indian fare.

There weren't much tourists around as it was nearing end of breakfast, 1030hrs Bintan time.

Said omelette.

Taxi rates are horrendous but we soon found a way to get around without spending much.

Didn't managed to do any sea sports. WHICH IS A SHAME. Rain be damned. :(

Decided to explore the resort and have our photos taken like a true blue tourist.

The scenic views...

The greenery baby.

Taken in the lift. A simplistic map of the entire Bintan Lagoon Resort (in which we stayed).

Sigh. The rain kept us indoors.

The beautiful pool which our sundeck overlooks.

The Suite was located at the top floor.

Linking the Suite is the air conditioned corridor. Heavily scented oils decorated the air. I almost choked on the fragrance.

Ornaments adorning the corridor.

Our Suite room.

The non-claustrophobic hall.

Debated against room service when spa-by-the-beach was more enticing. Not to mention ambientic. :)

The rain is a damner.

Vegetating in the hall whilst the room was being made.

Off to the beach...

Traipsing. Stopping. Snapping.

Sea sports counter.

Sparkling water.

This was 3pm Bintan time. i.e. 4pm Singapore time.

Pretty beach.
Beach towels were provided for sun lovers.

Banana boaters.

N hit the water whilst I was contented to just while on the beach, watching the world whirl by.

Flashing his Sunshine smile ♥

Headed to the poolside bar for some munchies! Katt dearie highly recommended the food by the pool and well, we have to try it. She was right though, this is good stuff - we ordered the Grilled Red Snapper and Salmon on skewers! I adored the former while the boyfriend loved the latter. Winning combo. ♥

With a bit of time to kill, we foamed up the tub with Green Apple bubble gel from TheBodyShop!

Yummers Foamos.

While I will leave the rest to your imagination, t'was fun!

When night fell, we caught a ride to the Mangrove to catch fireflies!

It was pitch dark and we were in a rocky motored sampan. What an experience touring with the boyfriend this is ♥♥♥. The guide was very animated and could speak fluent Japanese (there were a family of 3 Japanese behind us). He caught fireflies and transferred to our hands. They were brilliant creatures and I have no words to describe how beautiful they are. The light they emitted were BLINDINGLY so. I got carried away and tried to catch some on my own. It was a nice try though. We also got kissed by sandflies which N lovingly swatted away from my legs. :)
I HIGHLY RECOMMEND THIS FIREFLIES TOUR. 5/5

I insisted on taking a picture for keepsake with the cheery guide called Mari, whom thought N and I were 20-yo students on holiday.

N doin' the funny brows.

Dinner was authentic Indonesian fanfare.

'Rujak'

That oblong stuff is actually rice.Loved the soup!

Day 3: Breakfast - Suntan - Spa by the beach - Home sweet home, in that sequence.

Kuehs.

I wish t'was Saturday again so we have 1 more day to frollick in the sun.

The sun glowered so brightly that the sand glistened white.

Homemade ice cream for $4.25. Mixed fruit and Hazelnut. I think.

Next stop: Bali for our anniversary. :)

Again, a quote from boyfriend

2010-04-16T12:57:00.000+08:00

I apologize for making you guys whom I love so much read these sappy stories for months. But you've to hear this one out...

(with me turning twenty-six in 2 weeks' time)

N: So, would you be disappointed if we don't celebrate your birthday in style?

Me: No.

N: This morning, I overheard the radio DJ saying, 'A relationship will only work if the man understood every word the woman does not say'.

Incredible. I couldn't mask my laughter afterwards.

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Photo-heavy entry coming up! :)

All my wildest dreams came true

2010-04-15T18:17:00.000+08:00

Fearful when the skies were full of thunder. Tearful at the falling of a star.

You cannot turn but only look from where you came from.

The seasons go round and round in circles. It kept us on a carousel.

The years' been by and now the girl's twenty six.

The world's at peace, to her it seems.

I don't think I will ever let him go.

You. Me. Love. Hope. Faith.

The holiday index

2010-04-12T16:19:00.003+08:00

Plucking plans from the Internet after having milled around forums and TripAdvisor.com, the intinerary was formed for a perfectly romantic Bintan getaway with N from day 1. As you have prolly guessed, I was very proud of my itinerary.

A funny incident ensued after we arrived safely in SIN.

N: *declaring pointedly* Can throw this away.

Me: *shoots death glare* Why you wanna throw away our itinerary?!

N: It's over baby, why are we keeping it?

Me: For future reference???

But of course, you (lady readers) would understand that I'm keeping it as a memento.

Having said that, I am very picky when it comes to traveling partners. So, I asked my candid boyfriend to rate me as his holiday companion on an index of 10.

I got 10.5.

:)

So touched! Was I expecting less? Hell yes. If it's perfect for him, it's perfect for me.

The Said Agenda

Piccies in next post! :)

Second chances

2010-04-08T12:41:00.000+08:00

Once, I asked N over dinner if he believes in doling second chances. I was met with politically correct answers when he said "Sometimes" and "depending".

Does that mean the lucky person who gets a second chance gets to waste his first chance?

I am perhaps one such person who, if you gained favour and trust, throws caution to the wind and even believe in third chances. If such liberty should even exist...

Think harder before you do. Is all I'm saying.

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Haven't been feeling my best. This shortness of breath. It comes and it goes.

Lil Miss Perfectionist

2010-04-06T07:05:00.000+08:00

I never knew how salient holiday itineraries were until the day I had to design my own. Or rather, our own to be more accurate.

I figured people think I like being in control. That being said, it's an enjoyment to toss things about and see what life throws at us. The less certain it seems, the more curious you get.

So, I sent in the post interview exercise at 0505. Sealed with triple, quadruple checks.

I was faced with an undesirable topic of interest with nary an inch of knowledge yet I gave it the best polish I can muster and pray it shines amidst what I'd foresee The Dust Pile.

Then I thought I was ready to sleep.

But I busied like a lil bee. Packing and folding my holiday threads in bated anticipation of the infamous Indonesian island getaway.

I should be tired.

Two hours later yet I'm still wide eyed. Plus an incessant growling tum.

Holiday trip & Farewell

2010-04-03T19:35:00.000+08:00

I have four trips under my belt but only one would be executed. Seeing as last year's sudden work events foiled my holiday plans - twice - I am bent on making a Super Holiday out of this trip.

31 March saw the farewell I bade Sky. Colleagues (with credits to Josh and Gaston) scrambled together a surprise party which ended in promises of impending get togethers.

Written wishes in card, digital watch and a BPA-free drinking bottle were thrown in to make me a blessed soul.

Josh even quipped I looked sad whilst he snapped this :(

Mohan tried to mess with me.

The club's Carebear will be missed.

Thank you (I know you could reading this Josh) for the love showered! :)

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Back to the trip.

If all goes well, I'll possibly return an energetic sunkissed bunny by the time I start my new job.

Declaring with glee that I am looking forward to this spontaneous First Holiday Trip with the boyfriend, would be an ultimate understatement.

Irregular breathing

2010-03-23T13:35:00.000+08:00

At times, I forgot to breathe.

That, or I hold my breath, and forgot about expelling.

I need meditation. I'm uptight, downbeat and high strung.

I am very very light headed.

Out of the blue

2010-03-22T19:42:00.000+08:00

It's so soon. Waiting for some action. We've got a city in love.

When bitter turns sweet, I want to witness my friend in love :)

...Sweet, hot, and beauteous love.

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Come what may, I know you will make things work. You've got a way it seems. :)

Photo courtesy of bestie Cia.

The Lil' Miss Romance in me says:

I don't kinda love you. I don't sorta love you. It's not even a maybe.

There's just no turning back.

I thought I'd be scared but you assuaged my fears.

You missed being my first, you could be the only, but I would like to make you my last.

Please be gentle.

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It's been a slow day. Nice having someone to think about.

:)

Another quote from boyfriend

2010-03-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

"You looked very pretty today."

"Hmm so what happened to the other days?"

Cracking a knowing smile, "Don't go there!"

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Some quotes are keepers.

Hummingbird

2010-03-22T12:05:00.000+08:00

Why are there so many songs about rainbows and what's on the other side?
Rainbows are visions, but only illusions, and rainbows have nothing to hide.
So we've been told and some choose to believe it.
I know they're wrong. Wait and see.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
Who said that wishes would be heard and answered when wished on the morningstar?

Someone thought of that and someone believed it.
Look what it's done so far.
What's so amazing that keeps us stargazing and what do we think we might see?

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection.
The lovers, the dreamers and me.
All of us under its spell.
We know that it's probably magic.
Have you been half asleep and have you heard voices?
I've heard them calling my name.

Is this the sweet sound that calls the young sailors.
The voice might be one and the same.

I've heard it too many times to ignore it.
It's something that I'm supposed to be.

Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me.
Someday we'll find it, the rainbow connection, the lovers, the dreamers and me.

- The Rainbow Connection

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The skies are full of dreams. But you don't know how to fly...

This feeling won't go.

Rain, rain

2010-03-18T15:09:00.000+08:00

Go away. Come again when I'm in bed.

Not tonight, please God no.

I just want to run run run.

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Feeling extremely blah. Don't like rain. Makes me miss cuddling.

I want ben & jerry. No reason. Oreo mcflurry would be fine too.

Staring at the raindrops as they fall, wondering why is God crying this time.

life tastes good at twenty six

2010-03-16T02:22:00.010+08:00

so, the past week was nothing short of eventful.

with the boyfriend concluding his series of mini birthday celebrations save for an unsettling food hygiene episode which crippled his evening, i would have to confess that i think it's quite a success given the limited time frame to prepare.

the agenda was a pretty picnic at marina barrage lapsing into the stroke of twilight.

truth be told, when N wanted me to navigate us while he drives, i was a lil apprehensive. okay, make that very. ironically, i gamely complied a "okay, on."

well, would you be surprised if i told you i didnt lose us?

PLEASE BE.

im not proud of losing us but yes, we managed to find our way in the end. =)

oh, and he didnt lose his temper at my lack of navigational skills in spite of the GPS in the palm of my hand though i suspect he must've thought "what is this incompetent woman doing." especially when i'd happily chirp "oh we need to turn here", only to find my words trailing off as we zipped past the turn under a second. nice.

for all that's worth, i know he loves me still! *megawatt grin*

sealed with a lingering kiss

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N deserves a kiss for driving us safely to destination (without losing his temper at my lousy map reading skills)

hungry nomming

our Othello match, which saw him winning.

♥

N loves the food ♥

prawn & crab salad with mango & s'berries in mayo, topped off with nuts and bacon bits, laid on warm wholemeal pita bread. it's really simple to prepare and tastes good. wanted to get naan instead but it was out of stock. boyfriend ♥ it.

picnic barangs

the cobra chase

homemade pasta

boyfriend flashing his megawatt smile

...and this is how we do it. =)

Quote from boyfriend

2010-03-15T13:22:00.000+08:00

N quipped "You looked real happy when you were eating your ice cream last night. You were in your own lil world."

Brain pain

2010-03-10T20:23:00.003+08:00

Ever so compressed. I feel so depressed. I don't mean to impress. I need it suppressed.

I want the weekend to come now.

My head is killing me.

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Sneak peeks into the marketing brain

The boyfriend's birthday is lurching in exactly 2 days. Though I've dreamed up a near perfect plan which costs considerably more than what I've been set up against, I hope he likes it enough. I pitched him a very romantic frollick under mister mega sun and he didn't wince once given the scorching weather these days. I could have died of happiness. My fear was of a non-spontaneous and pampered boyfriend.

He tried to save me money. So, what is a girl to do with a personal challenge of a hundred dollars?

I knew it was gonna be tough but hey I think I scored A for effort.

Keep your eyes peeled for more.

I am so darn excited. Way more excited than I've let show.

I love you Nick Tan. MEGA MUAH!

My love affair with colours

2010-03-10T19:22:00.000+08:00

Mega fan of an array of Pantone colours says hi.

I never tire of buying colours that draws me. Be it clothes, accessories, shoes or bags. Even ice cube trays.

Lately, I've been trying my darndest to not shop. I. Must. Resist. became my daily mantra.

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In the end, I bought number one and two from the left.

*guilty look*

You secretly thinks I'm a glutton

2010-03-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

I can't help that...

Food tastes so much better whenever I'm with you.

:)

Blossoming romance

2010-03-03T08:53:00.000+08:00

A significant day. A lil more each day.

For all that's worth and shed, I will love you till the end of time.

Thank you for being you.